I already knew that I take on a certain "mentality" whenever I leave home. Whether it's just a weekend trip to visit my sister or a new city for a weekend with friends or an entire week vacation somewhere, I go into "vacation mode" which is defined by two things: poor eating habits and poor spending habits.
I not only tend to eat dessert first when I know I'm on vacation, but I tend to eat it multiple times a day too! This is usually not a problem (and probably why I allow it to happen) when the trip is under 2 weeks in length. My body can recover easily enough. But even in California, before Australia, I started to try to prepare myself that "Annie, this is your life. This is NOT a vacation. 6 months is a long time. Keep practicing yoga. Keep eating healthy. And stick to your budget!" Unfortunately I am finding it very difficult to adhere to that mantra. It also doesn't help that I was introduced to Tim Tams my first week here and they have been on sale at the grocery store here for two or three weeks straight. And it also doesn't help that I seem to always go to the grocery store hungry and the bakery is typically near the front of the store. My family can vouch that I have incredibly strong willpower and as a kid I was always the one with the remaining Halloween candy come December and despite a passionate love for ice cream (I just had the yummiest lavender ice cream yesterday!) I am never the one finishing the ice cream cartons in the house! I do have willpower... I just seem to lose it every time I'm on vacation. Gelato several times a week, junk food purchases at the grocery (that never happened in Tampa!) and bad decisions at meal times because who wants to pay $17 for a garden salad when I could eat yummy fettuccine primavera for the same price! So I am just not sure at this point if my body will recover from 6 months of this... Eeek!
Just 3 of the reasons why I am gaining weight on this trip! The mint chocolate is also amazing! |
So one goal of this trip was to practice yoga every day and I am quite disappointed to say that I have not been able to uphold that. It's not as easy as I had hoped to find the time every day which is totally my fault as I decided I wanted to see so much in such a short time whereas everyone I meet has committed 4-12 months to just the east coast of Australia! I tend to be spending only two days in some places that I learn others devote 2 weeks to. However, I do still sneak in a bit of yoga here and there. And I must say I am impressed with how quickly I am progressing with several arm balancing poses with just the tiniest bit of core work. I went to a Muay Thai kickboxing class with a CS host here and when I just couldn't punch, kick, sit-up, and push up anymore, I just went into navasana or boat pose on the mat to build my core in a more gentle fashion. :) My body could certainly use more stretching time as a backpacker's life (that's what they call travelers) isn't always the most comfortable, but I am still practicing several times a week.
I've been using the MindBody app on my iPad to locate studios and classes, but it is too often the case that the cities where I'm staying near lots of studios are the same cities with too many other things vying for my time. Then in the quieter towns when I have time to devote to practice I learn I am 10km from the closest studio. Consistent bummer.
I am also finding "me time" here and there despite all the adventure. I save some time each day usually at the end of the day for meditating or journaling, but sometimes it is just on a quiet train ride or in a park on a bench when I have some solitude.
However, I believe that one "stressor" I feel looming over my head is my lack of preparation and planning for the European portion of my travels which actually begins in less than 4 weeks! I cannot seem to find enough time to devote to this. I have spent maybe 5-6 hours total on it in the last 6 weeks, maybe. I need to get on it in New Zealand somehow!
And speaking of finding the time for personal goals and needs, some of you may know that I had a travel partner for the first part of my Australian journey. I had been in contact with a 23 year old from Denver just a few weeks before leaving the US and we were talking about traveling together since she was arriving in Melbourne only 5 days after me. We had a terrific time together for a week and a half, but I was finding it difficult to devote time each day to my own personal priorities. So though it was a very difficult decision for me, I asked her if we could go separate ways in Sydney and while I miss her, I know I made the right decision for myself.
So while it may not seem I am taking the best care of myself perhaps diet-wise, I am still trying in these other ways. However, with regards to sleep, my body is just not cooperating. I cannot seem to get enough sleep because my body keeps waking me up at an early hour as though I was still on a work schedule! No matter when I go to bed, be it 11pm or 3am, my body is going to wake me up around 7. Mila can attest that in California I was still waking up between 6:30 and 7:30 every morning and that unfortunately has just not changed like I had hoped it would! Is this a part of growing older?? Why can't I sleep in anymore?
Another small stressor is the unreliable access to the internet. This certainly has been a factor in the Europe planning as a couple times I thought I had a bit of time for some research only to find out there wasn't WiFi where I was told it was. But the good news is that I did buy a Droid in Sydney with global capabilities and that has been enormously helpful! It's just a smartphone, but it lets me keep up with email all day so I don't have to deal with that at the end of the day when something else about my travels might be more pressing. And the maps and GPS are just a lifesaver!
Which reminds me of life before this Droid and the many challenges I had. I was using a normal cell phone at first, a Motorola Razor from my brother and sister in law, as all of my old cell phones from Verizon would not work abroad. I'm not sure how I forgot to share this because it did cause a bit of stress for one week in Melbourne, but try as I did I could not get that phone to charge in Australia! I charged it in NY and then one more time in California so I would have a completely full battery upon arrival (thank goodness I did!) but once in Australia it did not want to accept any charger. I took it to a couple electronic shops to try new chargers. I tried voltage adapters. I tried friends' outlet converters in case something was wrong with mine (although my converter was working fine for the iPad, camera, etc.) It would recognize it was plugged in usually, but it would just show "unable to charge" on screen. Thank goodness I had brought along my car charger that works with my GoPro videocamera (thinking ahead to how there would be 6 hour car journeys in New Zealand with photo stops every quarter mile) as that matched the type of charger the Razor needed and I discovered that for whatever reason the phone was willing to accept a charge from a car battery. So picture me carrying around my car charger everywhere, truly everywhere I went, just in case there was a 5 minute drive anywhere where I could ask to borrow some car juice. Driving to dinner, "do you mind if I plug in my phone?" "Oh we're going to the beach? Now is that a drive or a walk from here?" The Great Ocean Road was really just the Great Opportunity for Re-charging. And that went on until Sydney. Day One in Sydney had me perusing ads for used HTC Droid phones. I shouldn't be surprised though. It is just Murphy's Law and I am not the first to have technology issues abroad while traveling. I am learning to live beautifully with uncertainty (as Pema would say!), but right now I am kicking myself for mailing home my car charger for my U.S. Verizon droid back at LAX before my flight as that matches my new droid here. And that would be handy to have in NZ I bet. Silly, silly phones.
And only one more thing to write about technology-wise (unless you want another tale of the disappointing iPad, which by the way, I have met other travelers who went the iPad route too for their travels only to buy a MacBook Air for its keyboard and greater storage capacity a month into their trip!) But my GoPro Hero video camera became dysfunctional at the end of Melbourne and I have been without it for more than two weeks. I have logged three different support cases with GoPro while traveling and they're lovely people wanting to help and empathetically listen and are very responsive, but it seems it just cannot be fixed with a firmware update or battery reset. They want me to mail it back to them in the states for a warranty repair so it looks like I am heading to the beautiful countryside of New Zealand for bungee jumping and hot air ballooning without my videocamera :(
On a more positive note, I have truly been meeting new people nonstop - travelers and locals alike. Australians are ridiculously friendly and really very talkative! And meeting so many other travelers made it very easy to plan my Australia trip on the fly. Everyone I met was either going north like me or heading south and had already been to where I'm heading. Solidly good and free advice! "Too easy!" as they say here!
And on a random note, laundry has been rather easy to do here so it's looking like I brought about 25 pairs of underwear too many :) I am also really looking forward to getting to swap out my clothes for the summer come the end of May. After only 6 weeks of the same outfits I find I am bored. Even my pictures are starting to look the same, no?
And lastly, one thing that has really kept me going and always, always, always brightens my cloudy days is when I receive emails from friends and family. I do miss you all and some days I miss you A LOT and getting emails from you make me instantly happy! You know who you are if you have been sending them! Please don't stop!! I love them!!
Catch you later in New Zealand! I will now be 16 hours ahead of the East coast and 19 hours ahead of California.
Walking around Brisbane. On the Goodwill Pedestrian Bridge. |